I went to Homecoming last night. I really wasn't that happy to be going anyway. and usually I have alot of fun much last night not so much. 2 hours in and i felt like throwing up. To me it wasn't as much fun as Prom. But i'm not saying i didn't have fun. even though i felt alone in a crowded room from time to time. I still had fun with my friends. I just didn't want to stay there til 11.

they played alot of cool songs and B.Y.O.B and there was a mosh pit. and it was awesome. i just felt alone alot of the times cuz he played alot of slow songs to me. and i couldn't take it anymore so i left. i hate feeling alone. I've always felt this way since i moved, time to time it has gone away but i dont think its going to