i felt depressed today. i have no idea why. I think it was becuase my friend is going out with the guy she danced with at prom, i am totally happy for her btw, but i guess i feel alone becuase of it. But i really dont' do anything about it. I should thou. I'm just shy all the time and like i said I just don't like meeting new people that much =( And Racheal said that if she can get a guy then so can I. and i know shes not being mean or anything but still. i guess thats what set it off. I almost felt like having a shot of Rum this afternoon.

I also kinda feel sick. Cuz now that i'm sorta off the diet i've been eating stuff i've never eaten in a while. Brownies, Chocolate, and Soda. and thats no fun. I almost couldn't eat my chocolate Rabbit from Easter.

I aslo promised my prom picture didn't i? Its up there. I didn't take any during the dance thou mom wouldn't let me bring it. But she'll let me bring it to school tomorrow to show everyone. =) I hope its better then today