i've felt like crying all day today i just didn't know when it would happen...

it happened when i talked to Becca today. She was crying. Hystarically crying. and i felt so bad cuz i couldn't do anything about it. i hate feeling hopeless like i can't do anything to help my friends. Thats why i cried Becca. cuz i couldn't help you with your problem. i couldn't hug you and tell you it'd be ok in the end. It makes me feel worthless. i hate that feeling. And i cried and told her "I don't know" everytime she asked me something. I hate when i can't help someone in some way. She yelled at me for crying but i couldn't help it. And it was all because Matt promised to walk her home yesturday and then he turns around and basically ditches her and he doesn't even care that she had to walk home all by herself. Thats why as soon as i see that fuck face of a jew (excuse my language) i'm goign to rip him a new one for all the things hes ever done to Becca

i just don't like to feel worthless.