So enough the videos already. Lets get on with my day.

I had a little fight with my mother cuz i brought the digital camera to school and almost didn't tell her and she wanted to do stuff with it today. That really didn't help my already bad state of mind. So by the time i got to the bus stop i was in no mood to talk to Veta which made me feel bad. And when i got to school, sat down were everyone else was sitting i just didn't feel like talking to anybody. I just hid behind my hair while everyone was wondering what was wrong with me. I almost yelled at Christina and everyone just backed away til the bell rang and we went to first period. After Racheal left me and Kimmy i just broke down and told her that i felt like killing my self so badly. And as i was sitting in 1st period i crying (thank god the teacher wasn't there). I started to read the book for my English class. The Things They Carried and i got to the part were one guy put a land mine to a puppy and detenated it and i just cryed again. But by the end i was ok.

During 5th period Valeriya and i just talked about Harry Potter and how cool the movie looks. and the sub kept asking us to do our work but we really didn't want to so everytime he came by we pretended to be doing something. I showed her my prom pictures and she says my gram looks really short compared to me (shes only 5 foot and i'm 5'8") We really didn't do much in 6th period. I only took that video. I was going to take a picture of Alex when he walked by us during passsing time but we didn't see him. Somehow i knew he wasn't there cuz i didn't see him walking to lunch.

Oh and the guy i kinda hang out with on the bus decided to steal my ipod and hes like "you listen to the Red Jumpsuit Apperatus? You Emo skank!" i knew he was joking but i was like "I'm not a skank..." and he laughed "But your ok with Emo." i think that was the fun part of my day. I used to think he was gay cuz he wore alot of rainbow stuff but i don't know. =\